coming up for air…

Thursday, July 8th, 2010

sitting on my new garden seat...

sitting on my new garden seat...

ok, anyone visiting this blog may well have noticed that I have recently disappeared without a trace. Some of this was due to the pressures of organizing my midsummer party – an annual event – and one upon which the sun shone :O) – In Scotland this is not something that can be counted on. The reason I host this is because the life of a writer can be very solitary and I have many friends that I love dearly but rarely see. Some indeed came from far afield – including Joanne who I have seen only once since we shared various mind-numbing university lectures in extremely abstruse mathematics. There are not enough of these events that, momentarily, provide a node where many people’s lives meet…

After that I went camping in the Lake District with some friends. This too is an annual occurrence – though, normally, we go off into the wilds of north-west Scotland – which wildness perhaps better suits my temperament…

Before all this madness began, I was having some difficulties with my ancient historical novel. I had started writing it, but it simply wasn’t ‘energizing’ me… I pulled my head free of it and surveyed the ‘view’… and discovered that I was doing it all wrong! I simply wasn’t being ambitious enough. I know, I know… look what a mess ambition got me in last time *grin* So, I’ve worked out what I need to do to my historical book to make it challenging enough for me and, hopefully, worthy of my readers’ attention… This said, I have put it aside for a while because I am working on another book. It came to me suddenly and I have vanished down a rabbit hole pursuing it ever since. It looks like being a cross between fantasy and sci-fi and is pleasingly bizarre and very strange – just how I like it! *wide grin* I am going to try and write this one quickly… but no promises…

I intend to resume a more regular pace of blogging… but, again, no promises…

Meanwhile, here is a link (it begins on page 12) to an article to which I contributed some muddled thoughts. It’s about Google’s ongoing attempt to put the world’s books online. Overall, this is a goal I tend to feel good about, but I am not at all sure that the way Google is doing it is a good way – indeed, I am a tad suspicious of Google’s motives… This said, I don’t really understand the issues well enough – for some reason, I just have not wanted to engage with them – not sure why, but there it is…

One final thing, I would very much like to put as many of these blog posts up in Portuguese… Though in matters concerning Portuguese editions I am prepared to muddle along in my rather dodgy Portuguese, I really couldn’t face trying to ‘translate’ a blog of this length. If there is anyone out there (or a number of people out there) who might like to do this for me, I would be very grateful…

oh, and I am going to FINALLY get round to responding to a number of comments that were left hanging…

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cornerstone…

Thursday, March 4th, 2010
a cornerstone at my house...

a cornerstone at my house...

Yesterday I wrote the first scene of my new book. Like laying a cornerstone, this determines the orientation of the entire structure of the book… It’s a big moment for me since it’s the first new text I’ve written for… well, YEARS!!?

Perhaps not incidentally, today the English paperback edition of The Third God has been launched…

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my new book…

Friday, January 29th, 2010
silk scaffolding...

silk scaffolding...

I have sort of mentioned how things are going with my new book – but, going by some queries I’ve received, not clearly enough… so I thought I’d write a few words…

Firstly, the new book, the one I’m working on – let’s call it “KK” – is, as I’ve said before, a novel set in the past – the real past… I’m not going to say what it’s about – I believe that books, like other creative ventures, have to be carefully nurtured, kept close: premature exposure to the outside world can hurt them.

Though it’s historical fiction, the process of writing KK is turning out not to be that different to writing the Stone Dance. Perhaps that’s not so surprising – I often claim that the Stone Dance is a sort of historical novel: it’s just that I had to invent the history upon which it is based. In the case of KK, the source of the research is not my imagination, but history books and academic papers. That said, ancient history is sparsely documented and so there’s a lot of scope for imagination…

So, I have completed the ‘general research’ phase, during which I read freely in all kinds of peculiar directions – both widely and in depth – to ensure I have a sufficient grasp of the period. I am now ‘constructing’ the framework for the book itself – what I am hoping will be my ‘silk scaffolding‘. Though, this still involves research, it is research that is much more tightly focused on the ‘actual’ book.

I would like to point out that, for the The Third God, it probably took me at least 2 years to reach the stage I’m at now… I say this to give my reader AND myself hope that KK is not going to be years in the writing. What is exciting is that I am beginning to see the landscapes, to ‘know’ the characters, to hear the whisper of their voices… I can already feel that it’s going to be quite a trip… :O)

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happy new year!

Saturday, January 16th, 2010
in my garden...

in my garden...

well, I’ve been meaning to wish you all a happy new year for quite a while now – and I was even going to wish you a happy Christmas too… but what with the endless snow and associated dramas, that never happened. Not that I am really complaining about the snow – I love it! and it was to experience the seasons more fully that was one of the main reasons I moved out into the country.

I am not sure how the blogging is going to go over the next few weeks because I am nearing the end of the research phase of my new book. I am going to ‘try’ to write it quickly (no titters please! :O) ) and this means I might find it hard to spare the time to write here… but we shall see…

Finally, you might like to read the mention made of The Third God here (scroll down to David McWilliam)…

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silk scaffolding…

Friday, October 16th, 2009
reclining man...

reclining man...

This week’s life drawing class was harder for me than the last one… I wasn’t feeling zen enough – and so it was a bit of a struggle. But wherein lies the struggle? Mainly, I feel, it is in my desire for excellence… Of course, underlying this is a fear of failure… so that with each stroke, and at every stage of the drawing, I am fighting the anxiety that this is not good enough.

Why am I bothering you with this…? well, it is because this has a direct bearing on my writing. It seems to me that writing (and all creative endeavour) is a balance between ’spontaneity’ and ‘control’… In me, the former has been very much under the shadow of the latter. (This is symbolized in the Stone Dance by a Sapient with his hands coiled around the throat of his homunculus… an image that has even deeper resonances for me than the one I’m pointing out here.) I fear free spontaneity – fear that what I am trying to do will slip through my fingers and disappear into the sand. So I hold tight to it. This explains much of the tortured cradle that I felt necessary to construct to support the building of the Stone Dance… the spirit of which has only recently sailed free… That cradle was of stones, as heavily build as a pyramid – and one of the main reasons it took me so long to write the trilogy. Now, however, I wish to find liberation from such labours… Thus, partially, the life drawing, where I am forced to confront my anxiety that what I build should at all times be visibly solid… Instead, what I am doing now is trying to learn to work with a scaffolding of delicately tensioned silk…

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