going barefoot…

Monday, August 2nd, 2010
standing on Mother Earth...

standing on Mother Earth...

I had a revelation some years ago while camping with some friends when, over three days, I went barefoot. Not only did I discover that my feet could cope with any kind of terrain (by changing shape, they proved to be the best all terrain ’shoe’ *grin*) but, more importantly, I realized in what a profound way feet ‘feel’ the earth. We clump around our world with ’space suits’ on our feet – as if we are walking on an alien planet. Another way to think about it is that we inflict deliberate leprosy on our feet – making them entirely numb and ‘blind’ to the earth.

Various conclusions seem me to arise from this. Firstly, that what we fear seems predominantly be the human environment – the danger of broken glass, for example: it is in our cities that we feel footwear to be most essential. Then there is a notion of ‘pollution’ – that we might inadvertently stand on some dog shit. How many of us can’t even walk on gravel without behaving as if it were white hot. We seem to believe that our feet are too delicate to walk naked on anything harder than a rug. Tough, of course, the human foot is as perfectly developed for walking on the earth as any hoof or paw. (It’s possible that we’ve evolved a more delicate foot – but I’m not convinced we’ve been wearing footwear long enough for this to have happened.)

And here is what I consider to be most important: if it is the case that footwear is one of the ‘gifts’ of civilization – is it possible that this profound numbness to the earth: to soil, to stone, to stream, to boggy ground, to plants, to sand (perhaps the only one we regularly walk on – and, interestingly, one of the most sterile) – is it possible that it walks hand in hand with the literal disconnection from our planet that makes it easier to despoil, pollute and destroy her?

I play with some of these notions in the Stone Dance. It is the Masters who make a phobia of touching the earth. The Plainsmen are not entirely free of this prejudice, at least their men are forbidden to walk barefoot upon the earth – though here it is, perhaps, the result of a too strong matriarchy and, really, this is the flip side of the Masters’ neurosis

It seems to me that much could be gained by moving towards – if not walking barefoot – the development of some kind of footwear that would allow as much sensation to come through to our feet as possible…

As ‘civilization’ marches on, more and more people are cutting themselves off from touching, daily, Mother Earth. Soon, not one of us will stand barefoot upon her and that seems to me a dangerous divorce…

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coming up for air…

Thursday, July 8th, 2010

sitting on my new garden seat...

sitting on my new garden seat...

ok, anyone visiting this blog may well have noticed that I have recently disappeared without a trace. Some of this was due to the pressures of organizing my midsummer party – an annual event – and one upon which the sun shone :O) – In Scotland this is not something that can be counted on. The reason I host this is because the life of a writer can be very solitary and I have many friends that I love dearly but rarely see. Some indeed came from far afield – including Joanne who I have seen only once since we shared various mind-numbing university lectures in extremely abstruse mathematics. There are not enough of these events that, momentarily, provide a node where many people’s lives meet…

After that I went camping in the Lake District with some friends. This too is an annual occurrence – though, normally, we go off into the wilds of north-west Scotland – which wildness perhaps better suits my temperament…

Before all this madness began, I was having some difficulties with my ancient historical novel. I had started writing it, but it simply wasn’t ‘energizing’ me… I pulled my head free of it and surveyed the ‘view’… and discovered that I was doing it all wrong! I simply wasn’t being ambitious enough. I know, I know… look what a mess ambition got me in last time *grin* So, I’ve worked out what I need to do to my historical book to make it challenging enough for me and, hopefully, worthy of my readers’ attention… This said, I have put it aside for a while because I am working on another book. It came to me suddenly and I have vanished down a rabbit hole pursuing it ever since. It looks like being a cross between fantasy and sci-fi and is pleasingly bizarre and very strange – just how I like it! *wide grin* I am going to try and write this one quickly… but no promises…

I intend to resume a more regular pace of blogging… but, again, no promises…

Meanwhile, here is a link (it begins on page 12) to an article to which I contributed some muddled thoughts. It’s about Google’s ongoing attempt to put the world’s books online. Overall, this is a goal I tend to feel good about, but I am not at all sure that the way Google is doing it is a good way – indeed, I am a tad suspicious of Google’s motives… This said, I don’t really understand the issues well enough – for some reason, I just have not wanted to engage with them – not sure why, but there it is…

One final thing, I would very much like to put as many of these blog posts up in Portuguese… Though in matters concerning Portuguese editions I am prepared to muddle along in my rather dodgy Portuguese, I really couldn’t face trying to ‘translate’ a blog of this length. If there is anyone out there (or a number of people out there) who might like to do this for me, I would be very grateful…

oh, and I am going to FINALLY get round to responding to a number of comments that were left hanging…

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TV live interview/ entrevista viva…

Friday, May 14th, 2010

live interview in Portuguese, Feira do Livro, Lisboa © RTP 2010...

Aqui, com a permissão de RTP, está a entrevista viva que eu fiz da Feira do Livro em Lisboa… Os limites do meu português são bem demonstrados *sorriso*

Here is an interview I did live for Portuguese TV (shown here with the kind permission of RTP) from the Lisbon Book Fair. It is in Portuguese – so it may not be of much use to those of you who are non-Portuguese speakers, however it does show me in motion – and proves, if proof be needed, that I am in fact a real, live person and not a puppet as has been rumoured… *grin*

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estar em Portugal…

Tuesday, May 11th, 2010
lançamento O Terceiro Deus - Feira do Livro, Lisboa 2010/ launch The Third God - Lisbon Book Fair 2010

lançamento O Terceiro Deus - Feira do Livro, Lisboa 2010/ launch The Third God - Lisbon Book Fair 2010

entrevista com/ interview with João Seixas

entrevista com/ interview with João Seixas

fila para a assinatura dos livros / queue for book signings

fila para a assinatura dos livros / queue for book signings

eu (e a Inês) assinar um livro / me (and Inês) signing a book...

eu (e a Inês) assinar um livro / me (and Inês) signing a book...

actualmente a assinar um livro / actually signing a book...

actualmente a assinar um livro / actually signing a book...

(version in English follows that in Portuguese)

Quando eu vim a Portugal, já não tinha estado lá à 18 anos… Eu não viajo muito, e quando eu saio da Escosia eu prefiro ir a sítios exóticos: Guatemala, Sri Lanka, Camboja etc – eu raciocino que quando estiver jovem suficiente para aguintar as condicões e climas destes pais vou visitar-lhos – e depois, quando estiver velhino, acho o tempo para viajar aos sítios mais próximos. Mas, quando eu cheguei a Portugal sabia logo mesmo que não é só um ’sítio próximo’… Se querem entender o que Portugal é para mim só é preciso ler o capítulo O Fruto Proibido nos Os Escolhidos – o Jardim do Yden (pronunciado idén com uma ressonância pretendida com o Jardim de Éden) é a minha experiência de Portugal quando era uma criança… Mas, também, vocês, que sabem o que acontece no Yden, têm alguma compreensão de como, para mim, isso não é só uma associação com a luz…

Com um a certa ressonância poética eu, que vim a Portugal para lançar um livro extremamente escuro, pareça trazer comigo o frio e a escuridão do inverno *sorriso* Mas esse frio foi compensado pelo calor da recepção que recebi da minha família portuguêsa e o pessoal dos meus editors, Editorial Presença. Com amizade e profissionalismo, esse pessoal (Raquel Dutra, Inês Mourão, Ricardo Sabino e Raul Martins) organizaram o eventos na Feira do Livro. O João Seixas entrevisto-me com habilidade e a audiência ajudou-me – ainda assim, a dificuldade de falar em português sobre as matérias subtis e emocionais da Dança de Pedra canso-me muito. Não que estou queixando – foi uma experiência maravilhosa…

Depois hove a sessão de autógrafos em que eu tive o grande prazer em encontrar-me com alguns de vocês, meus leitores – alguns que já conheci de email ou facebook… é só uma pena que não tivemos mais tempo para falar… Talvez na próxima vez… :O)

Eu gostaria de agradecer todos que fizeram a minha visita tal um prazer…

When I went to Portugal I had not been there for 18 years… I don’t travel that much and, when I do, I tend to prefer to go to exotic place: Guatemala, Sri Lanka, Cambodia – with the justification that while I am young enough to be able to cope with the difficulties, discomforts and climate of these places that’s the best time to go an visit them – there will be enough time when I am old to travel to the nearby places. But when I arrived in Portugal I quickly became aware that it was not just one of those ‘nearby places’… If you want to understand what Portugal means to me all you need do is read the chapter entitled Forbidden Fruit in The Chosen – the Yden (as an intended reference to the Garden of Eden) is a representation of my experience of Portugal when I was a child… Though, those of you who know what happens in the Yden will have some comprehension how, for me, this is not merely an association with the light…

With a certain poetic resonance, it was I who, coming to Portugal to release an extremely dark book, seemed to have brought with me the darkness and cold of winter (the weather during my stay was unseasonably cold and wet – so much so that it probably stopped a lot of people attending the launch events). But that cold was more than compensated for by the warmth of my reception by my family in Portugal and the representatives of my publishers, Editorial Presença, (Raquel Dutra, Inês Mourão, Ricardo Sabino e Raul Martins) who organized the events at the Lisbon Book Fair with friendliness and professionalism. João Seixas skilfully interviewed me and I was helped out by the audience being able, with their knowledge of English, to span the infelicities in my Portuguese. Even then, with the difficulty of talking about the subtle and emotional issues in the Stone Dance, I was left drained. I’m not complaining – it was a wonderful experience…

Afterwards there was a book signing when I had the great pleasure of meeting some of my Portuguese readers – some of whom I already knew from contacts through email and facebook… it’s only a shame that I did not have more time to talk to them…

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Thunderbirds…

Monday, April 19th, 2010

the Hood, Thunderbird villain © Gerry Anderson

the Hood, Thunderbird villain © Gerry Anderson

As a child I was utterly obsessed with Thunderbirds. I particularly loved Thunderbird 2… Like other little boys, I imagined being part of International Rescue. How ironic, then, is it that I should grow up to look like the Hood…?!?! *wide grin*

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